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Today I got super upset because I feel so disgusting about myself. I measured my stomach and it’s 10 cms bigger since April. I don’t want to weigh myself because I’m sure I have gained more than ever and I would be so devastated and I would cry all day. I’m going to Crete next week and I really don’t want to go because I feel like an ugly fat girl especially in bikini which brings out my nice back fat since I ordered a little smaller size expecting to be skinnier before the vacation. When I weighed myself I immediately started crying and I got so upset. I called my boyfriend but he just makes me angry when he says I’m not fat and I’m beautiful ‘cause I don’t feel like it. I’m not overweight and I’m not skinny either, I’m your average sized girl but I just hate my stomach. I felt so confident when I lose 6 kgs, I felt so strong and beautiful. Now I cant sleep because I feel like shit (excuse my language, but I just can’t live like I do now). People have said that I should eat this and that and I just feel like I’m so weak. I can’t handle this anymore. PLEASE HELP ME. I would love to have someone who I can talk everyday via facebook or somewhere, someone that doesn’t just fade away and really wants to help me. I am willing to do anything to get back where I was in April.
ps! sorry about any grammatical mistakes I don’t really care at this point, too upset to think about that :(
I have recently been gaining weight and I feel so angry about that, I get so frustrated when I go to bed, I feel fat and ugly and I just can’t handle it. Also I have been feeling bloated like two weeks or more now. It doesn’t seem to go away, I always look like I have been eating all day, even in the mornings. Usually when I suck in my belly it’s flat, but when I do it now it has like a bump (like when I have been eating too much). I really don’t know what to do. The bloating doesn’t go away and it makes me feel so bad and angry and makes me eat more crappy foods. HELP PLEASE if you know what to do or if you have the same problem. xxx